I feel all I do anymore is just swim so I can barely keep my head above water. I can't blame it on the winter doldrums since it has been in the 60s the past two days and sunny. It has been a very mild winter with very little snow...only one snow storm that was over a weekend and gone by Tuesday (some is still around, but not enough). It's right about the time last year I started feeling this way...maybe I should get back into working out? I have been sick and have been getting better, but it's still not gone.
Sitting here in my bedroom with just the closet light on (yes I have a walk-in closet) and the silence of the apartment makes me think. Am I living the life God has planned for me? What are the plans he has for me? Where will I be in 5 years? 10? These questions and more keep running through my head. After a very frustrating day and just wanting to curl up and go to bed (yes I'm aware it's only 6:00), I know where I need to turn. These questions will not be answered the way I want them to be...and that's the way it's supposed to be. God's way is always better...even if I don't like his answer right away.
Top 5 for the day:
1. Receiving two invitations to a book launch and book signing by a pretty awesome author
2. Gorgeous weather (the possibility to wear no coat)
3. Starting IDE class again and having support with my frustrations
4. Great friends I work with to vent with through texts
5. Getting another song almost memorized for the 4th grade musical
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